Last night, I had a dream I was at Dickinson, applying to study abroad at UEA. In the dream, I was sleeping, and I got a phonecall very early with the result of my application, and the guy on the phone told me I had been rejected to study at UEA because I didn't like Dickinson that much (it doesn't make sense, I know, but it's a dream). I told him that one of the only reasons I stayed at Dickinson was in order to study abroad at UEA, but he wasn't having it.

So I woke up, all stressed out and disappointed that I wouldn't be able to study abroad at UEA. It took me about three minutes to realize that I just woke up in England at UEA. I laughed.

I think this probably speaks to my worries of not being allowed to stay on and graduate from UEA, but to be honest, it would be absolutely ridiculous for them to reject me since I ALREADY GO HERE (and my transcript isn't too shabby, either). I'm not actually that worried, but I kind of almost don't know what I'd do if I couldn't stay on. That's a bad outlook to have in case it doesn't work out for some other reason, but I'm attached to the country, the city, the university, and my friends here. My mind has been made up about what I want to do for my last year of college/university, and I don't change my mind often with regard to things like this.